Oh 2 hours of sleep.

So I did this thing so that I could send messages from my phone to update my blog...it didn't work :(!! this is what the message said (including punctation and capitilization):

So i set it up so i could update my blog from my phone. I hope it works. I should not be up...it is almost 4 in the morning here. I cannot sleep because i have never loved anyone so much in my entire life, and i've never felt so loved. My kids at kids club make me feel amazing. I know God has me here because i will love them. it is at the time of the summer where there is less than 1 month left and i am losing my mind. i've been crying for about 1 hour at this point. I love them so much it kills me to not be with them. i do not know where they are or if they are safe or loved. i wish i could just be with them every min to love them as hard as i can. i feel so loved because i know God loves me more than i love these kids. that love does not make sense to me. not only that, but his love never changes or is any less. oh how hard it is for me to believe he loves me, how could his love for me never change?

I love you God thanks for this chance. please help me love like you. please be w/ the kids when i can't. help me believe your love for me <3>